tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38243140183260069472024-02-20T11:52:19.004-08:00Nixie SpiritNixiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01191710412521282112noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3824314018326006947.post-9227538776898604512016-11-26T03:37:00.003-08:002016-11-26T03:37:59.675-08:00Im Bad At TestsWarning this might be boring.<br />
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So lets just say i'm bad at tests I get stressed I cry and I have panic attacks. Now a lot of people embrace anxiety with open arms let it become who they are and like to brag about it. Now its weird because it's like anxiety has become a trend and something cool so when someone says to me "I wish I had anxiety, it's cool" now no one knows I have anxiety except for two friends and my parents and of course my therapist but this girl really set me off I was appalled by the thought of someone wanting to have this baggage 24/7 that stops you from doing some amazing things.<br />
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Anyway back to the point I had a big math test and I did terrible in it! Now not terrible like I got 10 out of 100 but terrible for me, I am pretty good at maths but a certain girl shook me that day because of what she said Ireally stressed and I ended up having 3 panic attacks on that day (right before the test).<br />
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When I got my mark I went to the bathroom and vomited, I felt terrible about myself so the next day I organised a meeting with my math teacher. Before I even said a word he said to me "don't worry iv'e already talked to the head of the math department" I was stunned by this, he then went on to say that he'd put me in a high class.<br />
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When our conversation had ended I ran to my friends and jumped up and down in excitement and might have let out a small squeal. But one of my friends did not seem to excited about it because I would have most likely been in her class but because I moved up it was now unlikely.<br />
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But i'm just so happy my teacher already knew and put me in a high class<br />
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OK thanks for reading if anyone is<br />
See ya next time<br />
xoxNixiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01191710412521282112noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3824314018326006947.post-72207184922209626382016-11-01T01:55:00.001-07:002016-11-01T01:55:11.939-07:00Why be homophobic??<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hello</span><div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So lets talk about something a little more serious, today whilst on my bus my friend was talking about gay's in general, to my other friend and all was fine until my friend(... wait this is getting confusing lets say my best friend is called Stew my other friend is called frizzy), OK so as I was saying frizzy then says to Stew and "yeah I hate gays". OK lets get this straight people in my family are gay you are saying you hate my some of my family without even knowing any of their name's. For me personally, I don't care if your my best friend or even my mum that is not OK!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don't think many people realise that 20 years ago hardly anyone would have accepted gays, 10 years ago a small fraction now majority of the world accepts them. I don't get how you don't see this its obvious the world is changing and you either accept it or get left behind in a ditch!. Yes if your wondering I did say that to her face I was very annoyed.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">From a person who has a family member that's gay and he lived with us for a while, and I for a fact know he suffered cause he was worried no one would except him if he came out. He vomited up his food and didn't eat because he was suffering from depression and anxiety. When he went back home (we live in different countries) he told his mum first and she simply said " I know" I think most of my family knew by that point but no one told him, because we knew he'd tell us once he'd excepted it himself.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He's happy now and i'm sorry but he has no need to suffer anymore and hear that people hate him because guess what. You don't know them, you don't deserve to know them. This person who hasn't even met him let alone know my cousin has already said she hated him. And to me that's basically saying you hate me too. Because if you know me you know my family means a whole lot too me. And most of them have gone through there fair share of disgusting and terrible stuff, being in the past and present. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Also may I add that frizzys friend is Gay (lets call her sing song) and she's not telling frizzy because and I quote "If I find out one of my friends are gay we wont be friends anymore", to me that's sick, and for that I am no longer her friend I will never be friends with someone who is mean to my family or my friends.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sorry this is a bit less happy than the normal</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And thanks for reading if anybody actually is,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I hope you stick around but if not BYE!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Love Nixie xox</span></div>
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Nixiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01191710412521282112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3824314018326006947.post-28382680383624322942016-09-17T20:42:00.000-07:002016-09-17T20:42:24.608-07:00Marvel obsessionHi everybody<div>
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OK so everybody seems to say "oh yeah I love marvel movies especially like oh you know that god.... um he has a blonde hair" and then theirs me oh yeah do you mean Thor his name is Chris Hemsworth the father of three he is married age 33 born august 11th 1983 Melbourne Australia and I know this about every avenger and most marvel characters.</div>
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I think I have a problem like a big PROBLEM! If you feel the same way please tell me IM SO ALONE IN THIS WORLD ok ha ha thanks for reading if anyone actually is and see you next time bye.</div>
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P.S if you say i'm weird think about this do you have a crush on and character who hasn't killed anyone? No you do not!</div>
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<span style="vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; color: #666666; font-family: inherit;">About three or four days ago I went to a music lesson meaning I had to leave during a class. As I was opening the door I pushed the door instead of pull as I exited when I closed the door the teacher said Oh My God how blonde can you get (I am not blonde). Once my friend told me she said this at the time I didn't really mind but the more the day went on and the more I thought about it. I have social anxiety I care a lot about what people think about me and probably more than what I think about myself. </span></span></div>
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Nixiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01191710412521282112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3824314018326006947.post-4539930468354785102016-08-28T05:05:00.002-07:002016-08-28T05:05:29.214-07:00Christmas is soo far away<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hello </span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So even though it is no where near Christmas (much to my disappointment) iv'e realized as you get older and older Christmas becomes just another day in the year. When you were younger you were so excited for Christmas you couldn't even get to sleep and in the morning you'd wake the whole family up so you could open your presents. Now it's kind of like oh its Christmas 10 more minutes in bed than I suppose ill get up. Decorating the house becomes a chore and everyone's just not bothered. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This is the first year in many where I am really excited, I have been watching non-stop Christmas films even though its only August and iv'e already pre-ordered Christmas decorations. I'm just so excited for it. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It could be because my whole family hasn't been together for nearly four years and we normally do it at my house and this year its all going back to normal which I am very excited about. </span><br />
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<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Elf</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The Grinch</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's a wonderful life (I cried...)</span></li>
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<li><span style="color: #666666; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">home alone</span></li>
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Nixiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01191710412521282112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3824314018326006947.post-59366359823390681862016-08-17T00:07:00.003-07:002016-08-17T00:07:49.169-07:00Boyfriends<u><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Boyfriend's</span></u><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">OK this is a weird topic but as I said I was going to tell the truth about everything I write so here we go!</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">1. You can't crush over famous people you've never met without them getting paranoid. (We know we cant get them but why do you need to put limits on our dreams?)</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">2. I have lots of friends that are boys and I don't need a boyfriend getting jealous.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">3. What if my parents don't like him what do I do then? do I side with my boyfriend or my parents?</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">4. You've always got to look your very best, meaning make up and makeup is expensive. You cant just go in sweatpants and a jumper with a pimply face. (much to my disgrace)</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">5. If your that young there is only 2 ways its going to ending either marriage or heart break and most the time it will end in heart break (unless your Hermione and Ron)</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">6. And finally how much effort! it's too hard!!</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Of course this only applies if your under like 17, but if your 17 and dont have a boyfriend, WHO CARES?</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I've always thought that maybe every other girl on the world thinks this as well, we just don't know if anyone else feels the same and one day well all realize that everyone feels the same, and they wont be peer pressured into getting a boyfriend anymore.</span></span><br />
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Nixiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01191710412521282112noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3824314018326006947.post-8535715866702355862016-08-16T04:06:00.000-07:002016-08-16T04:06:06.630-07:00My Start<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><u>Hi! So iv'e decided to start a blog! </u></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Why you might ask?</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Well I guess I have so much to say but I lack one thing confidence so that's why this blog will be anonymous. So I can say anything I want without saying it at all. I could easily write a diary but the thought of writing to myself seemed a bit pointless, I already know my thoughts. I want to feel like someone who ever that might be, will be able to read what I might say. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So that's why I gave this blog ago.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So I had a thought maybe this can be a small part of the internet where ill be writing what I want to right and I think it will be really cool if you were to join me.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">What I really love to do is take photos, Isn't it strange how photos can freeze anything and everything in a certain moment and that moment will be with you forever to make sure you don't forget it. I also love baking so be prepared to see tons of pictures of cupcakes with yummy frosting and gooey cookies. But obviously there will be no pictures of me for anonymity reasons.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So that's all for now. Thanks for reading (if anyone in the world actually is reading) and if you are please let me know what you think. </span>Nixiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01191710412521282112noreply@blogger.com0